Here I sit on a Friday night. Listening to cartoons on the livingroom TV. You REALLY don't think my "up all night/sleep all day" children are in bed do you? With school only being a month away, I really need to start working on flipping them back around. The two older ones anyway. The 'lil Shy has been asleep for hours now. Here I sit... bored outta my mind, trying to think of something constructive to do. Maybe I should get up and clean house, although I already did that. Maybe I should pick up a book. I will mess them up then as when I cleaned I reorganized my dresser that I keep all my things in. Geesh, if I have that attitude I may never read or do anything else for that matter to keep myself spiritualy intact. What a shame that would be considering my spirituality is about the only thing in my life that is intact at the moment. I have been shoved in a corner and am just waiting for the nosebleed to start. Good times... RWB is only about three months away. We are taking the kiddies to WI Dells about 2 weeks before the ball, we are going to the Family Values concert this Sunday night and Ozzfest is coming up in about two weeks. That is 4 fairly major events within the next three months and ya know what? TigerS is waiting to get his walking papers from his job. There is going to be about a month and a half or two month down time inbetween Phase 1 and Phase 2 of the hospital that he is working on. This means one missed check and a major pay cut for these months. Unemployment doesn't pay crap compared to what we are use to for an income. Our savings is locked up in CDs so yup.... we are pretty much screwed right now. Bad thing about it is that it doesn't even feel good. Go figure. Hell... I think I'll go to bed now, nothing better to do on a Friday night.

OK... I am not the smartest cookie in the jar but damn!

It has taken me FOREVER to figure out how to get back in here and how to approve persons and posts. REALLY I wasn't ignoring anyone, except perhaps the gentelman whom decided to SPAM me with Christian posts. Ya know... the follow Jesus and you will be saved type? As if I don't hear that enough from my mother. I cannot even escape it here on Covenspace. So much for a sacred internet space for those of alternative faiths.

My life is like a box of marbles, occassionally I get knocked off the table and spilled onto the floor. In turn I go rolling around in several different directions at the same time and I never really do gather all together before my next spill. ;)

In other words. I do not have all my marbles and if you don't like it, that's just too bad. :P

I will try to get in here more often but I swear my souls is a grand prankster and will occassionally lose me here and there. When I do finally find myself it goes off and running again. Leaving me chase my tail in circles for many days at a time. I suppose this makes me pretty self sufficent in the amusement department.

Anyway, I will definatly try to get here more often and keep up on things. :)

I joined Covenspace and was waiting to get myself situated as I have many other sites I try to keep up on. Between that, kids, work and daily life... Sometimes time is very slim.

I got an e-mail yesterday stating that I had a friends request. Imagine my surprise when I arrived and had some from Janauary also! Really, I wasn't ignoring any of you. :) Yesterday was the first day that I got a letter reguarding friends request (unless I missed a lot). Thus my reasoning for being here now.

 Yes...  I know, Myspace is also suffering! Thanks for the reminder. ;)

On the bright side, the kids will be out of school in a month and I will be off work for the summer. More "me" time, more covenspace time and more myspace time. Then again, the sun will be shining, the swimming pool will be calling my name and the kiddies will want to get to the state park and walk the streams and hike the paths. :)

Ahhhhhhh the beautiful weather is here and I will soon be able to take advantage of it! I am sooooooo ready for it!

I am only me. I am not anyone else, nor do I want to be. Do not ask me to change. I will not. I am prefectly content being who I am.

I am honest, sometimes too honest. I am not judgemental, it isnt my place. I get along with everyone unless I am bunred one too many times. I am not a door mat.

I live in a very small town in Illinois and am married with three children. I am perfectly happy being... just me.